Just a quick update

We had Loki weighed and stuff today. He's still in the 10th percentile for length and weight. He's now an even 12 lbs, and he's 23.5 inches long. He's growing well, but seems destined to be small. That's fine with me though. It means I can wear him longer ;)

Yesterday's fun and today's glum

Loki and I went to the fountain yesterday and met up with some mama friends and little ones. It was so much fun!! It's been awhile since I've gotten to go out and 'do stuff'. It was really nice.

Today however, was not so great. Lucky finally admitted to me (after I asked him) that he thinks that I 'gave up' on my VBA2C when I had my CBAC with Loki. When I asked him why he didn't say anything sooner, he said that it was because it didn't bother him, he's used to me not following through on things. It hurt, a lot.

The one nobody cares about

We lost our internet connection for 2 weeks, then when I came back, one of my friends said, "Oh, I didn't even realize that you were gone". Its been happening more and more lately. People forget about me or just ignore me. I try not to let it bother me, but I can't help it anymore. I haven't been posting or emailing much in my usual haunts and nobody misses me, so maybe its for the best. Lol...maybe they're just happy that I'm not whining there.


My 4th anniversary came and went on Monday. We don't have any money, so I wasn't expecting a gift or anything. We decided to postpone our anniversary until the 21st. I had a little cash set aside and surprised Lucky with tickets to the Hot Portland Nights show. So we're going to celebrate then.


Loki is looking so much older. He has such personality!! Its time for us to go lay down, so I'll end this for now.